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                  assalamualaikum...sume...kali nie aq nk kongsi ckit la pasal first love.....ade ker? bace la dulu ea....sbnrnyer aq prnh la jatuh cinte...bru skli jer..walaupun ramai yg prnh aq berkenan (bkn PlAy BoY ) ea.....tp nie kali prtame ...aq jatuh cinte geli la nk gune prkataan nie.  rase die time 2 ntah la mcm x tntu arah sume bnde serba x kena...rase mcm tringt2....tp yg x bley tahannyer adlh ape yg aq wat 2...perh bile dkenag balik mmg x masok akal....aq sndiri yg malu..ye la keje yg sia2....sms n call 2 wajib la....ambik berat mlebihi bapak dia sndiri...aq arapkan dia lah yg trakhir dan pertame...tp aq silap....aq hanya bertepuk sblh tangan...aq rase mcm x dhargai langsung seakan-akan aq x prnh wujud dlm diri dia ..pas2 die beri arapan palsu yg trberkesudahan....i'am feel very stupid thinking about that....wlupun die mmg x iraukan aq, tp aq ttp brhubung dgn die sbgai kawan...kerana aq bkn suke die krane rupe dh cintanye...tp aq sukenye dgn ati aq.....i can't release her and let her go, cause it would destroy me....anyway...dgn itu aq jd lgy tabah utk mghadpi kehidupan...aq bru kenal erti remaja...moral of the story....jgn la trlalu mngharap kat pompan nie...although she is good,actually...she is looking good, not good enough....aq berdoa pada ALLAH S.W.T supaya sedarkan aq utk terima hakikat...and jdikan aq lebih matang....huhhhhhhhh!!!!..akhirnya terluah juga ape yg trbuku dlm ati nie....keep it as your lesson guy...bye...see ya next time